My recurring dream

I keep having this recurring dream that apparently I’m a mom and my daughter has passed away (I’m currently a young teen so motherhood is the last thing on my mind) but in the dream I actually see her face and I’ve heard that everyone in your dream you’ve seen in real life but there’s something about this girl. She looks just like me like, features I had as a kid and features I have now but a little different and I’ve never seen my significant other in this dream at all but I see “my daughter” in my dream as a memory and I just keep crying and crying and I tell her I’m sorry over and over again like it was my fault maybe and when I wake up I remember everything and I almost never remember my dreams and I start to cry. I know it’s just dream but this is probably worse than any “monster nightmare” I’ve ever had.