My thoughts

I was really an intelligent student in till I entered inter, where I was being constantly compared to my sister. The lecturers all were like you are nowhere as intelligent as your sister. That just caught with me, and at some point I started believing it and stopped studying as I used to. I developed this attitude that anyway I won’t be getting a good score and I won’t be getting into the course I wanted in the university I wanted.I guess at some point I just gave up. My sister and parents and family tried to help I guess, but maybe I just didn’t want to because I was sure it would be a waste of time even to make an effort. I feel like I’m in a place right now where I have this inferiority about me. My younger brothers both were not as intelligent as me, but I see them now studying and reaching their goals successfully, makes me question was I even intelligent in the first place to begin with