Needed to let a few things out.

(Sorry it’s long) I don’t really know how to start this but it’s just been hard. I’m a young girl. Been babysitting three kids. They were angels. Now their mom came and they act as if they can do anything they want now that she’s here (so that’s been a whole stressful mess). I’ve been waking up with scars all over my body too. I’ve told my parents. We’ve prayed, put up holy oil on the walls, talked to a pastor and everything. We don’t know why this is happening (it doesn’t usually happen several days in a row, but it happens and stops for a few weeks and they start coming back). It’s just been a lot and I’m also nervous because I have to have an appointment made for my back (skin problem). I’ve been getting scammed out of my stuff in games (which is less important but still) and at this point I don’t know what to do. (One thing keeping me calm through this is the song “blessings” as it says “maybe your blessings come through raindrops, what if your healing comes through tears”). It’s hard to find the bright side through this.. but I’m trying. And I’m trying not to give up yet.