On the edge?

I recently learned how to be happy after years of being sad. Because of my identity, my life is heavily influenced by politics. Lately especially, I’ve been very invested in political matters in America. Let me just say- I fucking hate trump with all of my spirit. He’s a racist, sexist, child rapist disgusting predator dumbass with onset dimentia. If he wins the next election, I’m genuinely thinking of killing myself. My rights are being ripped from my hands every god damn day. It feels like we are constantly going backwards. This isn’t progress. *sigh*, suicide pact, anyone? fucking hell