I literally can’t fucking escape my toxic relationship and it’s draining everything from me, I’m laying here crying for like the millionth time over somebody who gives zero fucks about my emotions, I fucking hate it here I hate it inside of my head I wish he would just get the duck out of it my hearts fucking broken like so broken and it’s been for so long I’m just deteriorating and I’ve tried to move on but I cant like physically mentally can’t I’m to afraid even though I know it’s for the best I just wanna scream sometimes I wish he wasn’t here so I could never go back but then would that be more devestating then never having a real chance of ever being together you see my dilemma I’m fucked up in the head and i need help