Rejected by someone i loved for years. No matter how much time passes the pain refuses to subside. I want the pain to stop. How do I make it go away. He said "we're still friends" but i cut contact and the pain is intense. Was I supposed to sit back ans watch him love another woman in front of me while we both know my heart is bleeding and his actions are slowly but surely killing me? I miss him, but staying was agony. Did I do the right thing? Please help, the pain is turning into suicidal thoughts. I'm fighting them aa hard as I can.