I have done some bad things in life.. i come from a reserved family but ive had boyfriends and sent them nudes. Im about to get married and i am frightened not for the marriage bt for d past that i have lived. I feel like those things are going to come back to me like karma. I dont know what to do. These thoughts of bad things happening sends chills down my spine and i wonder damn was that really me who did those things. I really dont understand why i didnt think with my brain back then. Now i feel like punishing myself every single day. And i feel like i dont deserve anything good bcoz im such a horrible person ive cheated my family by engaging in such acts.