Statutory Rape

I am a male but still confused about my sexuality and gender but all I know is guys are hot. I was 14 and still am a little under a month after my birthday I downloaded grinder. This guy named Eric was 22 and wanted to meet me. Of course I wanted to go feel like someone actually like me and I was giving him head. Later he asked if he could put it in and I said Shure because I didn't want to disappoint him and I wanted to feel special. He did it was kinda weird but I was expecting something magical. I know this is statutory rape. I feel like a horny monster and I feel like I would really appreciate if someone told me that's it's not my fault and your not a horny monster. I just want someone to answer me if Im a rape victim or sum bad kid.