sometimes I wanna die cause of my mom, like yes you may have brought me into this world but your one of the reasons I wanna get out of it. But i can't leave you no matter how much you make me feel like shit i can't see you or dad cry. maybe one day, maybe at my very lowest. But not now imma give life a try. And if i make it to 18 imma move as far away as i could possibly go from you, from my family. Turn my back on your guys like you guys did to me when i needed you the most.