Tired of Waiting for a reply!

So. It's a minor dilemma and I don't know how to deal with it.

I can be a bit psycho and possessive, that I know, but I'm also extremely anxious and kinda have some trauma.

My partner on an almost daily basis goes out to smoke with friends, let's his phone die and leaves me nothing to smoke or drink or money to spend. It's been almost an hour since his last message but I started having a really bad breakdown after my mind thought he was abandoning and not looking at me cause he doesn't love.

It doesn't help that you only way I get a response or even an I love you is when I start going "Hey, love you, but where is the rest of _____".

Am I being too much of a bitch or is it still good?