unwanted and stuck

i’m currently staying in a hotel with my mom because my dad kicked her out and were trying to search for a place to move as were staying here. i’ve been trying to contact people i’m close with for days to see if they are okay and i constantly feel shut out by them. it helps me to heal other people and work through their problems with them before my own, but now i feel unable to do either. i thought about running away but i just couldn’t do it. i don’t know where to go, who to talk to, or what to do.