Who cares

So I don’t have a boyfriend. I don’t know if I’m attracted to boys. I think I’m attracted to girls and it makes me sad. I’m confused. I think there’s something wrong with me. I think I’m afraid. I’m never truly open to someone and not keen on sharing because I’m scared what they think. That’s the first time I actually said something about it. And I’m supposed to be a Muslim. I’m from a Muslim family. Allah will probably send me to hell for thinking this shameful thing. I can’t share this to anyone.