Why did I even bother....

I’m filled with sadness, but yet no tears.

im scared as hell, but I show no fear.

I try my best and yet I still fail.

No one loves me and it’s A never ending hell.

the pain is so great that I become numb.

because who tf wants fat piece of shit who is dumb. I try I try I try, but it’s always the same answer. False hopes and realities is what I’ve come to foster.

who would’ve thought the the great me would live so cold. I seem so happy to everyone else, but not a single fucking person will know what I hold. Why because of this fucked up world where a man shouldn’t show what hits close to home.