I got involved with a narcissist when I was 18 after having a narcissist mom.
Long story short, I had a lot of kids for him, lost custody of ALL of them, & have been living so horrific for 3 decades, I think death is a way out!
I pay child support interest which takes everything. My kids are well over 18. He gets all of my stimulus checks. I work 2 jobs and live in a motel. My life is no life.
I smile on the outside but no one knows the truth. I have nothing and no one. I have tried it all to better my life except DEATH.