I never had a boyfriend in my 25 years of existence. I don't know what I'm doing wrong or what I am not doing but it seems like love is really avoiding me and I feel so unwanted. I know I shouldn't base my worth on this but I can't help it. I sometimes wonder what it feels like to be cared for, to be held and to be loved and I really want to experience these things but no one ever showed any interest in me. Am I really that ugly? Am I a bad person? I feel so ugly and it's crushing the little amount of confidence I have in myself. I wish I could talk to someone regarding this but I'm too embarrassed and shy to open this topic to anyone. What should I do?