I can't go by a single day without a dose of toxic. It has always been this way, for as long as I can remember. Toxic is a disease that won't stay away. Is there an unknown cure? I am unsure. I try to keep the toxic away, but it always finds a way back to taunt me. Each day waking up in fear if toxic will be there to ruin my entire mood and day. I am afraid. I am frightened by toxic. I want to scream and shout at the top of my lungs, "leave me alone!" "You hurt me!" "You made me feel worthless!" but I am afraid of how toxic will react. My hands shake and my teeth shutter in fear. There's nothing I can do about it. Would anyone even listen? Would they care? Unlikely. I am being over dramatic they'll say. They'll say it was my fault and I'm a bitch with a bad attitude. It's not the case, I am closed in so I appear invisible to toxic. Toxic you put me down till I'm at my lowest point. You don't see it but I'm crying, I'm shaking, I'm hurting. You are toxic, why can't you see it? I feel hopeless. You don't care. You feed off the weakest ones. It gives you power I know it. You dismiss my feelings and my needs, you make me feel worthless. To the extent I question my existence. "What's the point?" ﻿ <h6>So give me the daily dose of toxic, I'm used to it. </h6>

I can't go by a single day without a dose of toxic. It has always been this way, for as long as I can remember. Toxic is a disease that won't stay away. Is there an unknown cure? I am unsure. I try to keep the toxic away, but it always finds a way back to taunt me. Each day waking up in fear if toxic will be there to ruin my entire mood and day. I am afraid. I am frightened by toxic. I want to scream and shout at the top of my lungs, "leave me alone!" "You hurt me!" "You made me feel worthless!" but I am afraid of how toxic will react. My hands shake and my teeth shutter in fear. There's nothing I can do about it. Would anyone even listen? Would they care? Unlikely. I am being over dramatic they'll say. They'll say it was my fault and I'm a bitch with a bad attitude. It's not the case, I am closed in so I appear invisible to toxic. Toxic you put me down till I'm at my lowest point. You don't see it but I'm crying, I'm shaking, I'm hurting. You are toxic, why can't you see it? I feel hopeless. You don't care. You feed off the weakest ones. It gives you power I know it. You dismiss my feelings and my needs, you make me feel worthless. To the extent I question my existence. "What's the point?" ﻿So give me the daily dose of toxic, I'm used to it.  

We don't have a point actually if we think that deeply Or maybe we have som many points and we're doing them all the time sometimes we just need to let it goother times we need to think much more about thatwe have those both times Also let me tell you I'm toxic tooAlso the ones read it too We can see our toxic as our friendSometimes we have to Let's be friends

We don't have a point actually if we think that deeply Or maybe we have som many points and we're doing them all the timesometimes we just need to let it goother times we need to think much more about thatwe have those both timesAlso let me tell you I'm toxic tooAlso the ones read it tooWe can see our toxic as our friendSometimes we have toLet's be friends

Re: A Cup Of Toxic

Hey, I need help. Urgent, please I know it's not a good way to ask for help but this is so urgent. You may think I'm fake, this is all fake but no, if you text me I swear I'll send you all my dates to verify who I am and all the situation you need to believe me.&nbsp; Maybe the reason is stupid but I think it's a really important reason for me. I need to but a plane ticket to a place in Europe, I'll tell you if some are interested in helping me, please. It's about love but also about health. My girlfriend is so far away from me. She's not okay mentally, that's the most important reason I need to go there urgently. She has a hard life there, even more with her family's opinion about us and everything, she asks for help with her mental health to her parents and they said no. She's feeling lonely there. That's why I need to go there, to take care of her or just stay by her side to listen. But my financial condition is not good now. I worked, sold and do a lot of legal things to get money but it's not enough yet. I need to buy a plane ticket and it's too expensive. What do I do? Every time she's feeling worst mentally. We are not an ordinary couple, so we can't ask our family for help, I know my family wouldn't help me. Help me, I'll pay it to you back as soon as possible but please, this is urgent. I'll help you too if you need, contact me. justdonotgiveupplease@gmail.com It's that urgent. Thank you for reading me.

Hey, I need help. Urgent, pleaseI know it's not a good way to ask for help but this is so urgent. You may think I'm fake, this is all fake but no, if you text me I swear I'll send you all my dates to verify who I am and all the situation you need to believe me. Maybe the reason is stupid but I think it's a really important reason for me. I need to but a plane ticket to a place in Europe, I'll tell you if some are interested in helping me, please. It's about love but also about health. My girlfriend is so far away from me. She's not okay mentally, that's the most important reason I need to go there urgently. She has a hard life there, even more with her family's opinion about us and everything, she asks for help with her mental health to her parents and they said no. She's feeling lonely there. That's why I need to go there, to take care of her or just stay by her side to listen. But my financial condition is not good now. I worked, sold and do a lot of legal things to get money but it's not enough yet. I need to buy a plane ticket and it's too expensive. What do I do? Every time she's feeling worst mentally. We are not an ordinary couple, so we can't ask our family for help, I know my family wouldn't help me. Help me, I'll pay it to you back as soon as possible but please, this is urgent. I'll help you too if you need, contact me. justdonotgiveupplease@gmail.comIt's that urgent.Thank you for reading me.

Toxic is a reference to a person I know. My mother. This was my attempt to put her abusive behavior in a way that was hidden in a way. Toxic isn't about a friend saying I could never be a dancer for example. It's the lack of love from my own mother, and not being able to trust her. There's much more to toxic then what the eye catches. Thank you for reading.

Toxic is a reference to a person I know. My mother. This was my attempt to put her abusive behavior in a way that was hidden in a way. Toxic isn't about a friend saying I could never be a dancer for example. It's the lack of love from my own mother, and not being able to trust her. There's much more to toxic then what the eye catches. Thank you for reading.

Of course there's mucha persona behaviora thing Lets try to understand the situationThats what we should and stop when we have to stop, to be brave to let it go sometimesTo do the most we can to make it worth and work

Of course there's mucha persona behaviora thingLets try to understand the situationThats what we should and stop when we have to stop, to be brave to let it go sometimesTo do the most we can to make it worth and work