When i was 8 my dog licked my dick it was weird i didnt undersrand she lick it again i hated it when i was jerking off she licked and then i pushed her out i want to die i hated myself because i couldnt understand how to stop her why it was happening 8 years and i still wanted to kill myself i couldve asked an adult i could push them out but i was 8 should i kill my self