a failure

I haven't got into my dream school. I keep failing. I am not pretty. I am not skinny. I can't get into good universities. I haven't taken by driving test yet. I don't have much money. No boys like me and the one boy I truly loved rejected me and I will never see him again. I have no hobbies. Barely any social life. All I do is study and have no time to get a job. All I want is a family but I may never have that if I keep failing like this. I am 18 and have never even had a boyfriend. I fear that my friends secretly hate e and find me annoying.