I know I promised not to do drugs. Or send nudes. Or have sex before I get married. But what we didn't know was that the world was out to get us. Everyone is. And that's why I need an escape. Boys, nicotine, cannabis. They're all a way to cope. I do these things to cope with the fact that dad isn't here for us anymore. I need it because she is gone. I like boys because dad never told me i was pretty. I want to be called pretty by a man. And I love it when they touch me. I know it is violating me but I need that touch from SOMEONE!!! You will never believe how good being high feels. Just wait

I know I promised not to do drugs. Or send nudes. Or have sex before I get married. But what we didn't know was that the world was out to get us. Everyone is. And that's why I need an escape. Boys, nicotine, cannabis. They're all a way to cope. I do these things to cope with the fact that dad isn't here for us anymore. I need it because she is gone. I like boys because dad never told me i was pretty. I want to be called pretty by a man. And I love it when they touch me. I know it is violating me but I need that touch from SOMEONE!!!You will never believe how good being high feels. Just wait 

I think what the lucky majority of the developed nation population don't seem to realise is that we are a victim of circumstance. They are, understandably, wrapped up in their "perfect World" of marriage with 2.4 kids that, anyone who falls outwith this societally pushed image of "perfection", is effectively seen as unusual and to be avoided. I don't know you in depth but you are worthy of proper love and respect and I truly hope you find it. If you don't, you are not alone.... Take care of yourself sweetheart xx

I think what the lucky majority of the developed nation population don't seem to realise is that we are a victim of circumstance. They are, understandably, wrapped up in their "perfect World" of marriage with 2.4 kids that, anyone who falls outwith this societally pushed image of "perfection", is effectively seen as unusual and to be avoided. I don't know you in depth but you are worthy of proper love and respect and I truly hope you find it. If you don't, you are not alone....Take care of yourself sweetheart xx