I stopped waiting for you and I stopped expecting anything from you.. I don't know how long has it been but it's not that long .. I think about you less, I miss you less .. I know that I love you but not like that I love you because you used to be my best friend, the closest to my heart and the person who saved me many times .. You were the one that I wanted for a long ago.. You can't hate what you truly loved and appreciatedI love you but not in love with youI stopped wanting you love, I stopped caring if you think about me or not.. I've accepted that you don't love me anymore and you won't ever again I always wished you good, I prayed for you to be happy I hoped I can be your friend but maybe I'm not good enough for that position I understand..I finally came to accept and respect your choice.. maybe I've matured a little.. It hurt like hell, all of it Losing you, loving you for so long knowing it's only me, missing you day and night, wanting you for so so long .. and it took the death of hope to let you go and move on it was the most painful -physically and mentally- feeling I've ever feltPlease don't come back I wanted you to come back for so long and now that I've made my piece with your absence please don't come back now that I've finally moved on