Has anyone ever had that feeling of being so lonely, but yet you have friends, family, or both around you? Well, I have, pretty much all the time, especially on one of my special days. It was on my 15th Birthday, and it pretty much was one of my rather few saddest birthdays. That day, one of my mom's friends asked her to watch her kids at our house, they were near the toddler age and bellow. We also had one of my sisters and my friend, and her siblings over. They were all watching kid shows, in the living room. While my mom was talking to the kids parents, her friends. I just got so bored, that I basically ended up spending around half the day in my room. Well, anyways, back to the point. Even though there were people I talk to, or "have fun with," I still felt bored and alone and kinda sad. I could be in a room of all my family, but still feel lonely. I also could be with my close friends, but still feel so lonely. I don't know how to idk, I guess "fix it". Like right now, I'm in the room with my two sisters, even though we are supposed to be doing things, I guess you can say, seperately. It's like in books and movies, where the main character is on one side of a glass wall, and the friends are on the other. Well thats me, I know others are like that, but would you be able to respond to this, so I can at least ease my consicousness a bit. Well thanks for your time.