A little awkward convo

So here’s the thing I’m getting older I’m still a teen but I can help but think about what sex is like. I have a crush and I try to imagine what it would be like but I honestly have no idea. Is it really as good as people say it is? Because I’ve also been told it can be boring and not fun. I want to experience it but it would have to be with the right person I don’t want to do it with the first person I see as I want it to mean something but at this point I feel like I will be a virgin forever as I’m too in my head about such a stupid thing.