How sad it is to lose someone and to realize later that it was your fault all along. Me and him, we were like brothers, at the top of the world were nothing could separate us, or so it seemed. It's ironic how the only thing that broke this bond between us, was myself. And even though I apologized and asked forgiveness it was way too late. So here's a cheers for this lost friend, brother, and mentor who I will always regret losing him, and always hope that he has truly forgiven me for my foolish mistake, and someday I could be friends with him again.