I been working my ass off to please you, to take care of you, to get you situated with work and school. I am not built to be a housewife. A girl like me, in my situation, at my age in this generation, isn’t cooking & cleaning. I’VE BEEN DOING IT OUT OF LOVE. All this to be called a bad wife ? this wasn’t even a love marriage but I do it out of love & respect because you’re my husband now. Despite what you’re parents did to me, I don’t blame them and CHOOSE to stay for the sake of my marriage. Meanwhile, I didn’t even get a Husband out of my marriage??! Wtf AM I staying for?! I didn’t get any benefits of marrying young. I can’t even match and take pictures with you because you don’t want to. I didn’t get a honeymoon, we haven’t gone on a single trip, it’s been over a year, I didn’t get a single gift. Big or small That was FROM YOU for either with reason or without. YOU FORGOT OUR FIRST ENGAGEMENT, OUR FIRST ANNIVERSARY, Fuck presents. You didn’t even wish me with your mouth at all. You don’t take care/groom yourself, you don’t want to look good even for yourself. You CHEATED on me within the First few months. AFTER our marriage. I FORGAVE YOU BUT WITH MEE, You don’t want to do couple things. You don’t talk to me. You’re not emotionally connected to me. YOU’RE NOT EVEN SEXUALLY ATTRACTED TO ME. ANYYYY HUSBAND. would at least want to bang his halal wife even if he wasn’t attracted to her. We are newly wed. Living alone. We don’t have sex often. ???? I am trying to make it work even with Every reason to leave & no helplessness to Stay. I have places to go. And Options. I have no kids, I look good alhamdulilah. I come from a good family. I am a US citizen. This is not me bragging this me asking you What reason do you think I have, to NEED TO STAY??? it should be because I WANT TO stay. With You. You have made it no environment for me to want to stay. I’m a typical obedient bengali housewife and you called me a bad wife? You’re not even romantically involved with me. We’re already not having sex. You haven’t ever bought me a single gift, do I complain? Bc I understand we don’t have money, you didn’t have a job or worked a single day before in your life. I am understanding. But when was the last time you handed me a single rose or any kind of flower, or even simply complimented me? I am a bad wife. I’m sorry that I got married and with everything that’s been going on and that’s happened to me(all of which was caused by you) that eventually took a toll on my mental health, I’m sorry that AT MOST all I’ve done is talk too much and nag. I put aside all of your bullshit and your mistakes, including infidelity, I put aside, all that your parents put me through including calling me names and putting unjustified dirt on my name, my family name, not keeping their promises, decorating me as a THIEF. when I have only served them. I have sacrificed things like work & school upon your parents request to wait on you. In the one year, I didn’t save money from any job or continue to further my study for any education while being with you. I have been sick and ill, that I have been hiding from my loved ones which only you know about but yet decide to not give me a break. I have sacrificed a whole lot and put aside even more while being sick, it seems I can’t catch a break. I have accepted you for all of the baggage you have came with, I have forgiven you for all that you have done but my dear you cannot accept me for my 2 flaws which were caused after marrying you, by being ill and feeling unloved & unappreciated ? But instead of feeling grateful or gratitude or sorry or even pity for me; my simple nagging has caused you to think of me as a bad wife. I am extremely sorry for being a bad wife. I am sorry that I am sick, I am sorry for being unloved, unappreciated; Career-wise and school-wise, I am sorry that I am a Failure. I am sorry that My relationship with My family has gone sour due to our marriage related concerns. I am extremely sorry. I don’t say that to you today in sarcasm or anger. I say this in grief, sorrow & regret. All that which I am sorry for, are out of my control. What you call a “bad wife” could have been another Man’s trophy.