So, I been in a relationship on and off for 9 years. I been in domestic violence, been cheated on twice, and heart broken over and over again. But I keep taking this person back. Why? As I sit here writing this I am crying my eyes out in my room. I don’t understand. I am a strong person, strong minded, caring, loving, humble, sometimes I can be heartless but someone has to take me there. I know I Deserve better but I keep going back to the same old thing. I love myself but I don’t think I’m in love with myself. And it all hurts. How do I sit here and tell others to be strong and I am not strong myself.