<h2>Being a girl child:</h2> When i was younger, I used to think while reading some stories about Begum Rokeya that girls have come a long way. I mean females have progressed so much from being locked up in cages to be set free that they were allowed to receive education.The stories that i read was true. But the thought that had crossed my mind was completely meaningless as I can feel today. To be able to receive education is a pretty basic need what comes after that is a lot of uncertainty. From early childhood, I have seen or should I say I have been forced to see the differences between being a male and being a female. Apart from the differences that God Himself has given there are plenty of others that society and people's mentality has to add. When I was born most of my family was expecting a boy though they knew that I was a girl. It can seem unbelievable but as I learned this later from the never ending quarreling sessions going on between my father and my mother.Growing up, my father used to buy clothes for me which are entitled for boys just because he couldn't accept the fact that I was born a girl.Okay, now people will go on saying,"You want equality,but you are the one differentiating with clothes".But it's not the clothes which are important it's the mentality of a general father. I have no grudges against him it's just the way society works. I am grateful to them for keeping me alive and giving me all the provisions that I need. I am just here writing a classic story of a girl child. There were a few cases where I was beaten up just because I wasn't ready to dress up the way they want me to.Again, they have beaten me up just because I was crying for the reason that they had lied to me about who was going to pick me up from school. Young parents should realize that beating up their child for such silly reasons is just an excuse to get rid of your stress is totally wrong and can never be justified. After that event, I was even compelled to say sorry to him because according to my mother I was destroying her family. I was the root of every problem she faced in her relationship. But I was the one who got hurt with a handful of cuts over different parts all over my body. Even after all this I obliged and said sorry. I was used to this stuffs because this events happened everytime and I had absolutely no other option. I am not complaining though it looks like. It's just that this stuffs haunts me every now and then. I always wanted to be the perfect child they loved but they had always managed to find a fault in me. Miraculously, after the birth of my brother my mother's household was settled and out of any distress. Suddenly, my father found a purpose to be a family man capable of providing for his family. Obviously a good news worthy enough to celebrate, right? Now coming to the fact that why this quarreling sessions was so frequent between my father and mother. It was because my mother was enough capable for getting her shot in her career that my father couldn't match. So, being the "man" that he is he always tried to suppress my mother in any way possible.All my mother wanted to do was to save her relationship because she wasn't ready to handle the embarrassment and failure that could come with a failed relationship. She was ignoring how terribly toxic the "man" she was with was and what the aftermath of her activity will be.Honestly, it's the only part that I was angry about. She failed to stand up for herself because nobody could accompany her in her struggle and she didn't want to be shamed by anybody. The humiliation which she was afraid of to face for a temporary portion of her life is what she faces everyday now. This humiliation comes from the people she thinks is her family. She is shamed by her own family members though she sacrificed her potential behind trash. This painful humiliation she faces just makes her further weaker. Nobody can help her because she is caught up by her mindset. "Females can never stand up without the support of another male"," Nobody can speak for themselves if it's not backed by society","Someone has to sacrifice" - these are few of the endless pieces of trash that every woman has to believe. Women can stand up for themselves because it might cause troubles in the up bringing their childrens. This healthy upbringing is never possible if they are not introduced to the reality rather living in the stimulated reality given to them at the cost of sacrifice done by their mother. No love can be given by the people who can't love themselves.&nbsp;I am forced to stay at home not because there is a creepy monster virus outside but because there are creepy monster "man" outside. I have seen so many instances of girls being abused and differentiated in the short period of time that I am on earth. I have faced many more instances of abuse myself which I can go on and on about. It seems like having a penis is the root of all power in this world. All the boys are made to believe that their penis is something so powerful that it becomes a treasure to them. They are made to be proud for having a penis. Everyone will accept this facts in front of the world but inside they believe something different.These hypocrites created by the society goes on to humiliate, rape, assault and even kill women. The females are left to be so weak to the mighty possessions of "men" not just because they are overly underestimated by the society but because they underestimate themselves. It's not only the toxic masculinity but also toxic femininity that contributes to the necessity of this writing and even the cause behind this writing.Now humans are trying to make the corona virus leave the earth and not planning to lock the humans outside the planet. The humans are not even being afraid to step outside of the house taking precautions. People are dying but humans still plans to see light at the end of this tunnel. Same should go for this monster "man" virus as I prefer to call it. We should try to eradicate toxic "man" and not plan to stay outside the battlefield. It's no longer right to stay caged just because we are afraid of getting humiliated and killed. We need to stop accepting death before we are actually dead!

Being a girl child:When i was younger, I used to think while reading some stories about Begum Rokeya that girls have come a long way. I mean females have progressed so much from being locked up in cages to be set free that they were allowed to receive education.The stories that i read was true. But the thought that had crossed my mind was completely meaningless as I can feel today. To be able to receive education is a pretty basic need what comes after that is a lot of uncertainty. From early childhood, I have seen or should I say I have been forced to see the differences between being a male and being a female. Apart from the differences that God Himself has given there are plenty of others that society and people's mentality has to add. When I was born most of my family was expecting a boy though they knew that I was a girl. It can seem unbelievable but as I learned this later from the never ending quarreling sessions going on between my father and my mother.Growing up, my father used to buy clothes for me which are entitled for boys just because he couldn't accept the fact that I was born a girl.Okay, now people will go on saying,"You want equality,but you are the one differentiating with clothes".But it's not the clothes which are important it's the mentality of a general father. I have no grudges against him it's just the way society works. I am grateful to them for keeping me alive and giving me all the provisions that I need. I am just here writing a classic story of a girl child. There were a few cases where I was beaten up just because I wasn't ready to dress up the way they want me to.Again, they have beaten me up just because I was crying for the reason that they had lied to me about who was going to pick me up from school. Young parents should realize that beating up their child for such silly reasons is just an excuse to get rid of your stress is totally wrong and can never be justified. After that event, I was even compelled to say sorry to him because according to my mother I was destroying her family. I was the root of every problem she faced in her relationship. But I was the one who got hurt with a handful of cuts over different parts all over my body. Even after all this I obliged and said sorry. I was used to this stuffs because this events happened everytime and I had absolutely no other option. I am not complaining though it looks like. It's just that this stuffs haunts me every now and then. I always wanted to be the perfect child they loved but they had always managed to find a fault in me. Miraculously, after the birth of my brother my mother's household was settled and out of any distress. Suddenly, my father found a purpose to be a family man capable of providing for his family. Obviously a good news worthy enough to celebrate, right? Now coming to the fact that why this quarreling sessions was so frequent between my father and mother. It was because my mother was enough capable for getting her shot in her career that my father couldn't match. So, being the "man" that he is he always tried to suppress my mother in any way possible.All my mother wanted to do was to save her relationship because she wasn't ready to handle the embarrassment and failure that could come with a failed relationship. She was ignoring how terribly toxic the "man" she was with was and what the aftermath of her activity will be.Honestly, it's the only part that I was angry about. She failed to stand up for herself because nobody could accompany her in her struggle and she didn't want to be shamed by anybody. The humiliation which she was afraid of to face for a temporary portion of her life is what she faces everyday now. This humiliation comes from the people she thinks is her family. She is shamed by her own family members though she sacrificed her potential behind trash. This painful humiliation she faces just makes her further weaker. Nobody can help her because she is caught up by her mindset. "Females can never stand up without the support of another male"," Nobody can speak for themselves if it's not backed by society","Someone has to sacrifice" - these are few of the endless pieces of trash that every woman has to believe. Women can stand up for themselves because it might cause troubles in the up bringing their childrens. This healthy upbringing is never possible if they are not introduced to the reality rather living in the stimulated reality given to them at the cost of sacrifice done by their mother. No love can be given by the people who can't love themselves. I am forced to stay at home not because there is a creepy monster virus outside but because there are creepy monster "man" outside. I have seen so many instances of girls being abused and differentiated in the short period of time that I am on earth. I have faced many more instances of abuse myself which I can go on and on about. It seems like having a penis is the root of all power in this world. All the boys are made to believe that their penis is something so powerful that it becomes a treasure to them. They are made to be proud for having a penis. Everyone will accept this facts in front of the world but inside they believe something different.These hypocrites created by the society goes on to humiliate, rape, assault and even kill women. The females are left to be so weak to the mighty possessions of "men" not just because they are overly underestimated by the society but because they underestimate themselves. It's not only the toxic masculinity but also toxic femininity that contributes to the necessity of this writing and even the cause behind this writing.Now humans are trying to make the corona virus leave the earth and not planning to lock the humans outside the planet. The humans are not even being afraid to step outside of the house taking precautions. People are dying but humans still plans to see light at the end of this tunnel. Same should go for this monster "man" virus as I prefer to call it. We should try to eradicate toxic "man" and not plan to stay outside the battlefield. It's no longer right to stay caged just because we are afraid of getting humiliated and killed. We need to stop accepting death before we are actually dead!