I'm tired.. terribly tired... nobody can understand me. My parents have been at a dispute and fighting with each other since quite long. They drag me into their arguments. I never want them to fight. They make it look like it's all my fault. By reading this you might think of it as a plain matter with everything written in black and white....but it is not so... there's so much of internal politics involved here....every character in my story plays his/her own political game. I can't bear my family breaking away like this. They're drifting apart because of me. I will finish myself up. My departure is the solution to all their problems and their bondage to live as a family. Once I'm gone they can all independently live their lives. I'm 16 years old....with almost no friends...always been suppressed and tagged as "touchy" , "sensitive", " a person who lacks daring"...the list never ends..... I'm none of the above. I stay quiet because I know the reality. I know that my speaking up and behaving in a cold manner will aggravate the issue. My parents have got into a conflict they'll never be able to resolve. So this is the end. The end of my life and the beginning of their new life. God bless all of them.