This may be sound weird for a girl but I think i'm a nymphomaniac. idk how it started but i remembered when i was a kid and my cousin and I accidentally watched porn at my room i began to feel sexual desires. i can't stop these urges and thoughts. i'm so ashamed of what i've become, i want to conquer this but everytime i get stressed or sad i began to think inappropriate thoughts in my head. i'm still a virgin because i'm afraid of comiting sex so i just masturbate a lot, and weirdly enough i can't imagine me having sex with the people i've been with i only get aroused when i watch porn. i feel weird when i think inappropriate stuff with someone i'm attracted to.