I've been married for 3 years. I know, everyone tells me it's nothing but a blip; it's not to me. It's a lifetime. I haven't been perfect, and I think my wife is an angel walking amongst us. That being said, she is absolutely terrifying if something does not go her way. She heals the sick and tends to those beyond repair. I owe her the world, but I constantly feel that I'm walking on eggshells. I say one wrong thing or make a mistake, like I did tonight, and it's escalated to the same level to as if I cheated or abused her. I know she's swallowing and burying a lot from her line of work, and I don't want to add to it. Frankly, I'm happy she has an outlet, and if it has to be me, then so be it. I need a bolstering of spirit tonight. My friends, through no malice, are absent tonight and out of contact. I'm on my own this time and it's very painful. I could use some words of encouragement to help me get through this rough patch and feel the sun on my face again.