I was emotionally abused as a child by my father . I didn't even realise he was a toxic person until now, he cut my wings and he always belittles my dreams, he never listens to me and he always screams at me when I try to give the slightest opinion, and I'm 20. He didn't let me move out or even get a part time job. I remember when I was young I never talked to anyone, and I was always scared of noise and other people. My mom told me that I might have autism but she never took me to a doctor cause my dad didn't want to. To this day I m scared of everything , I can't even make a conversation with other people. I don't know what to do, I'm really lost. I hope I can find someone to tell me their opinion, I would really appreciate it. Thank you..
Re: A toxic parent
God loves you and appreciates you. My father was abusive too.. When I wanted to speak to him he'd laugh at me. He even threatened to beat me up because I went out my my friends to a fair.
I surrendered to Jesus...thats when His light began to illuminate my life. God is the best Father. He comforts me in times of need, when I'm really broken. He showers me in love. He protects me, he speaks to me. He is honestly so wonderful. He dissolves all my anxiety. And I can feel Him slowly transforming me. It's amazing.
He wants to be a Father for you.❤️