Hello there :D I'm experiencing some feeling that I've never experienced before so if you've got any advice, please let me know. I accidentally fell in love with someone I can't have. He's a year older than me and he'll be leaving for high school anyways. I don't know why this is happening just now because we're letting out for summer in 4 days. Chances are, I'll never see him again after school ends. We're in touch on Discord and we're actually pretty good friends. He said I was a homie :D I don't know why I like him though. I just, do ig. Well, he watches anime, he's extremely kind, and he has a cat <3 I'm not planning on doing anything about this, though. I feel like it just wouldn't be wise to since he's older than me and I'm iN FRACKING MIDDLE SCHOOL. And besides, it would be pretty embarrassing for an 8th grader to be dating an 7th grader so hAHAHAHA. Idk how but my parents are okay with me being friends with him so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Nobody knows about this, actually. I wouldn't dare tell anyone who is in touch with him because it'll go everywhere and embarass us both. It'll make me look like a desperate bish and it'll get him involved which is something I don't want. Anyways, I've never felt like *this*. Instead of that feeling of light butterflies when you think of your crush, my whole body burns. And it's almost constant. It's been really hard for me to accept this because he is the last person I would expect myself to like. But here we are. I rlly like kpop and there is this one song called Love Fool by this group called STAYC. "I guess there's nothing I can do about this dreamlike feeling". I relate to this line so much omg. I just wish it was easier for me to deal with this. I've only got 4 more days to see him so I'll make the most of it. As cringe as it sounds lmao. Again, if anyone has any advice for this situation then please let me know! Thank you for listening to me <3
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