I'm a porn addict who's become addicted to his addiction. What do I mean?Well, I've tried to stop. I put filters on my devices, I have an accountability partner, I even talk to a therapist. My attempt to leave porn behind is very genuine.But I've also fetishized relapse because of addict enabling porn I found on Twitter. Now I have a bad cyclical habit of creating a disposable Twitter account, messaging fellow porn addicts, sending and receiving triggering messages, binging on my addiction for several hours, then deleting my account.I often go about a week between relapses, but when I fall I fall hard. Not only do I spend hours binging, but I also tend to send revealing pictures of myself. It's bad enough that the regulars I message just see messages from my new account and say "back again, huh? couldn't resist?"It sucks because I really do want to stop. But having a group that enables me when I relapse doesn't make it easy. If it wasn't Twitter it'd probably be someplace else.