This might be odd
A lot of times I've been wishing to meet a better person, a better half, someone I could be with when I get old
But at the back of my mind, I'm also scared of myself, what I could do & capable of
My emotions tend to be predictable (based on past situations) but also unpredictable because it depends on my mood
I'm getting old, I've been thinking a lot if I just settled much earlier, would I be this stressed?
Sometimes I just wanna teleport to another country, if that's only possible
I wish I could...