I live in a toxic household where I get shouted at and blamed for the smallest of things. I used to get threatened by my dad that he was going to kill me. I'm 18 now and I want to move out with my brother who is 2, we will move in with my boyfriend who my parents don't know about. I've been with him for the past few years and he has a house already. I'm scared to move out even though I really want to and I have to for my mental health, but I don't think they will be okay with me leaving nor me taking my brother with. I am not sure what to do.