kinda really sucks going to the movies by yourself. especially when you look around and see that you are the only one alone. not like i have friends. and better yet, i can’t home yet because my family thinks i’m at work. little do they know, i recently lost my job. so here i find myself sitting in the movie theater parking lot debating on what to do for the next hour and a half. not much to do in a small town though. the thoughts and feelings feel like a battlefield within. but there’s no opponents other than myself.