My daughter was kidnapped about a month ago. She was found dead in a ditch just over a week after her abduction. She was bruised, bloodied, and completely naked with rope marks on her wrists and ankles, it doesn't take a lot of brain power to guess what she endured. She was walking with her friend one evening down a park trail they frequently visited. Her friend managed to avoid capture and called 911, giving the best description she could which wasn't much as it was dark. She just said there were three men, likely in their thirties, wearing all black. No leads have been obtained and I feel helpless. I need revenge. I need to make them hurt like they hurt my child and I don't even know who they are. I hate them, I feel so much hate that I can't even properly grieve. She was only 13, so much life to live, and it's been cut short for what? And they can go on living? Doing what exactly? Drugs? What could they possibly contribute to society that is positive, why should they get to live? And what kind of a mother am I? I couldn't protect the most important person in my world, I failed, and I continue to fail her every day that her assailants live free.
Re: All I feel is hate
I'm so sorry for your loss.
I've got a daughter of my own, and I don't know what I would do if I were in your shoes right now.
All I know is that I feel absolutely sick for you, and I wish like anything that those three men could be found and that you could be given the privilege of manually removing their testicles before they would be set on fire to die. And even that would be too gentle a punishment for them in my eyes.
I must say again how deeply sorry I am for your loss.