in the past I was bullied and excluded which has had its toll on my mental health. I often think that one day if I just disappeared nobody would care or realise I was gone. It’s always that I think my friends wouldn’t notice except for one. Recently, my best friend became friends with somebody else, and I am probably overthinking this but I feel so alone now and so not important. I probably just sound like a jealous idiot but I’m so scared of losing everybody that I can’t sleep at night. I wish I had somebody I felt I could speak to, because now I can’t even talk to my best friend.