I hate saying this but I do have depression. And I know I'm not alone I can tell people at the same time I can't. How am I supposed to my friends or my family that I want to kill myself every moment of every day. there's no way to tell someone that especially the parents who gave you life you think you were doing so well or your friends who think nothing can harm you and that you're always happy. That is why I feel one because I don't want to hurt the ones you mean the most to me. I don't know if I can do it anymore. I'm not trying to I get attention her stuff like that I just need someone to talk to you would understand. I just don't want to be alone.