I thought I was finally going to get to have the husband and family I've always wanted. But here I am, alone once again. I don't know why I even try. They never stay. They always leave or betray. And now I'm just so sad, and I don't know how to get better. I know I've done it before. But for some reason, it feels different. Like this really was it. No more chances. Because my heart can't take any more disappointment. It just can't.