Ever since I remember, I've felt like I do not fit in, or no one likes the real me. Is there something wrong with me? I would try to make friends, but I just feel like it is a lot of work, I feel like something is going to go wrong. Like find out that they're back stabbers or something. No offense, but I really don't like humans(most of them, I still believe there are good people, just very few), to much drama, and humans can most definitely be mentally exhausting. Not only do I feel like I'm never going to find friends that I connect with, and who will understand me, but I feel like I'm going to be single forever. Even though I am really young, I feel like no one will ever love me for me. I hope someone will come into my life someday and love the real me, flaws and all, because best believe, I have lots of flaws. I can't really believe I'm saying this, but I really want kids one day, I don't even need to birth a child, adopt, anything, I just really want a big happy family one day, but who is going to want to have kids with me? Btw, I also have a energized and humorous personality, but I feel many will not be able to handle it, or they will think I'm weird or something.