Everything I do is wrong. Even when I take my time and try so hard to make the right decisions it's always the wrong answer. He's right. I'm going to be 40 and still not have a career or a stable job that means anything. Just a history of helping failed small business after failed small business.Why can't I just apply myself and move forward? Why is it so easy to believe in others ideas but now my own? Why is it every time I set personal goals it's so hard to accomplish them? I have had so many positive starts to days where I think everything is possible and by 7pm I've only accomplished about 1/8th of what I needed to do. I feel like I'm trying to run in molasses while life keeps throwing additional things in my way.I'm so tired.