My mental health has been terrible ever since we have been stuck in quarantine and the only way I cope is by getting fixated into something. (video games, movies, content creators, ect..) I recently found myself being really interested in true crime but it's gone further than just an interest I think. I started empathizing with these criminals and started to feel physical attraction towards them. I don't condone their actions but I just feel so guilty and terrible. I know I shouldn't be doing this but I can't randomly change with what I get fixated with. I don't talk about this anywhere because it's embarrassing and awful. I just want to know if I am truly a terrible person for feeling this way?