I told a guy i wasn’t really into that i’d date him and then a few weeks later told him it was a joke because i’m interested in someone else. It wasn’t a joke, i know i’m an asshole but he’s so much worse and honestly i never would’ve said yes if i’d have known what he was like. I blocked him because i know he thinks i’m lying about it being a joke and i want to convince him and my best friend (who’s close with both of us) that i genuinely thought it was a joke. I have solid argument and all he has is a couple screenies of me playing up to him. Am i an awful person?