I usually do not engage to socializing shit and all especially I do not know y'alI. (of course that's the purpose of this site) JUDGE ME WHATEVER YOU WANNA SAY BUT I AM JUST SO DONE AND TOTALLY ENDING THIS SHIT! I decided to write here for I feel like I am not alone and that many are those keeping their true selves inside them even when they are at home because they feel like they do not have the power to do so. Whatever your pronoun is, I don't care or mind at all. We being sincere humans need the solution right now on how to fix this shit coz maybe we all gonna die in a zombie apocalypse or corona shit without having or GIVEN the chance to reveal our true selves towards what we call "home" absurdly. (I ain't telling this to trigger some suicide shit coz I alone am sensitive of that part too, so much sensitive that I get to push myself out the kill box and speak up. Probab fucking ly, I am so tired too. TOTALLY BURNT OUT. This is hard for me to accept that the people whom I consider and call "family" don't give me even a bit of assurance that they are. What to do then?