I've been feeling useless for some time now. I'm not needed, my personality is shitty and i know that's why people will never like me or really have me as a friend. I'm ugly. I'm rude and mean because I don't know how to express myself properly and I think I'm losing my mind cause thats hurting people i care for, i know iam losing everything because i cant shut my fucking mouth for a second cant stop myself from saying stupid and hurtful things that i dont even mean and look I AM TAKING my damn meds for this stupid adhd SHOULDN'T I BE NORMAL NOW? SHOULDN'T I BE MORE LIKEABLE NOW? i guess not, i guess i'll always be the shadow of the popular kid, I'll always be the second option or the stray animal you picked up just because no one else wanted it because YOU ARE OH SO GOOD AND EVERYBODY LOVES YOU and hey i love you too, i really love you because you are my friend but sometimes i think you act like the main character too much so hey could you stop? and hey? do you know that i still care about you? but i think you don't and i think our friendship at this point is just convenient for us both