i want to be loved from my friends around but not one give it to me until end up im here seeking for strangers. am i not enough to be loved and cared? am i not worth? it's been a lonely journey. i thought when someone say they will have by my side they will be, but they're not. im not used to it and that scared me. im so lonely, I can't feel there people can help me. im sad whenever i read "you're not alone" but when i wrote and say that im lonely, there's fucking no one stay beside me and looking for me. im so sick of the fake words from people. im no more trust anyone.