i have no reasons to be sad let alone depressed, like my life is pretty decent apart from the occasional family death or when my mum says she hates me and stuff but thats about it. i have a roof over my head, I've got food on the table, I've got enough friends, i have plenty of things to keep me entertained but i still feel sad. it makes me confused, or like theres something wrong with me. i don't know what to think about it tbh. i have these kind of 'episodes' where i feel like i'm annoying everyone or that my friends hate and that they'd feel better if i was gone. they last a few days minimum and at least three weeks max, and sometimes there not as hard to deal with and other times i feel like I've been with a brick wall of sadness or that theres a cloud over my head constantly raining and ruining my day, it sucks. i don't reckon I'm depressed tho like theres been some bad stuff in my life but theres always someone out there living a life much worse than mine. so i'm not sure if I'm just being a crybaby or if theres something actually wrong with me..