I think I'm almost in a state of depression. I have friends but I feel like I have none and alone. My family is here but I isolate myself. I have became so simple that I live a routine life and nothing seems to be going right. It's just unbelievable that things are the way they are. Sometimes I feel better just relaxing in the dark crying at times. Feeling sorry for myself. Asking why in the hell can't I just let go of what was and try to deal with what is. Yes I'm also confused but I'm these times who isn't?!