I am depressed and I tried to make my mother understand what I am going through because I don't have enough money for a therapist .I tried . But she just don't get it . She thinks I am lazy and its a choice. She said it's your own fault you should really change your schedule. And when I showed her few articles about depression she why are you seeing all this stuff you should not see it those articles are the reason you are depressed. I read articles so that I can help myself but she doesn't get it she is not a bad mother but sometimes the way she say things really hurt me and I don't think she realize how insensitive and rude she sounds . She says I don't have a depression . Now I really don't what do . Am I really a bad person? Is it really my fault?