As a bright happy young girl, I have optimistic with things. No matter what people say I can always stay positive but as I grew older I started to understand things better. I reflected on to my past and there were so many things I wish I did to defense myself. I feel so lonely because many things that have happened to me are unspeakable. I have tried to be brave to let it out to someone but I can never say it. It's so painful. Those memories are haunting me everyday, they replaying in my head.
How to overcome these unforgettable past?